Monday, August 28, 2006
tmr is gp. abt 1 plus week to prelims( the main subjects of course)..abt 2 more months to a level. i am scared. how i wish time can realli fly now. coz i reali look fooooorrrrward to after the a lvls. noe shldn b tokin this now. still long way. bud serious aft the a's there is so much activities line up summore can dunnid touch books fer 2 yrs.. argggh bud still have to wait.. must cont to study.. after the struggle to tide past the past two days which were filled with nothing but studying, i doubt that i can presevere for so long.. oh well just have to take a step at a time.. if i can study for one day then let it be and rejoice but if i cant then i will promise myself to try to cover myself with books the very next day.. shit my writing seems abit rusty because i cant seem to express myself well here.. i dont mean superbly well but at least the average standard coz since when was my english ever good.. haha mayb i am doomed for tmr's gp. becoz seriously i haven been touching english related stuff recently except during gp class which i also seldom speak up. plus i have been like an auntie for the past few weeks- chasing homemade chinese serials.. oh well lets hope that things will turn out well tmr but it seems highly impossible coz as they always say u will only sow what you reap.. jialat haha.. bud since i dont beleve in studyin for gp, the least i can do is to at least finish reading todays eng newspaper and then bury myself in my comfy bed and pray><
arggh why cant time fly when i want it to? ok about my preparations for the prelim.. last blocks i adopted the strategy of studying with the a's as my ultimate goal, it did make me feel more positive but it didn seem to work in terms of the increasin the rate.. coz with that mindset it juz make me want to slack even more as a's still seem so damn far awayyyyyyy.. u hear the echo? so this time i decided to change it.. that is to prepare for prelims and shun bian a level and nt the other way round.. really hope that it will work.. fer all the stressed out ppl out there.. no pressures k.. coz its juz the PRELIM man.. make minor mistake? nv get A? its ok lar.. juz doin ur freakin best and learn fr ya mistakes after the prelims.. hehe yup thats at least what is in my mind now..
Zirui say bye at 11:26 PM.
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