Tuesday, August 08, 2006
the torment have been ended.life is so tough.tats wad my mum lamented todae.u c ppl die u c ppl go.bud the principal of equivalent trade still holds.at times of pleasure and happiness, who would tink of the bad things tat will happen in life? things happen in a fair way.in some parts of ur life u gain happiness bud life cannot juz b filled with happiness orelse wad would b the meanin of happiness.therefore we alwaes have to face difficulties and moments of sombre.in the end the debt u owe to mother happiness will b once and fer all repaid by death.if there is some dividen. u can die a happy death.however if she thinks u owe too much then extra sorrow will be added to it.as i said it is fair.u lose sumtin u gain sumtin.pain is sumtin ineveitable coz without pain we wouldn feel the joy.kinda stupid i noe coz when i type until here i oso dunnoe wad i tokin liao.bud tats juz wad came to my mind.sumtimes when u look back into the past u find the things realli stupid and unbelievable.o well i think humans are like tat.so the qns is shld we b so rash and come to regret but in the end feel comforted coz at least u experienced it or should u plan and plan and plan. consider and consider and consider. weigh and weigh and weigh? the way i write make the first one seems correct. but the problem is u will regret.the problem with the second one is it is too much of a hassle.muz well dun live. come to think of it i did mani unbelievable stuff in the past 17 yrs of my life. i feel so stupid and blinded. mayb i m realli blind? bud fr now onwards i will open my eyes big big and noe wad i want. regardless lar still have to move on. tmr nerX is national dae.. hapi birddae singapore. 41st birddae.. still young haha^^ bein able to breath again is sumthin v gd. singapore doesn owe anibodi anitin neither do i.
Zirui say bye at 8:06 AM.
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