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Thursday, July 27, 2006
as one grow up things alwaez seem to get darker.. darker because ur innocent mind is being continuously expose to all sorts of information.. in other words gainin knowledge..tats y i hate growin up.. u get exposed to all sorts of things and mani of these contain evil.. the worse thing is sum despite noein the fact tat wad they are believin is darker than wad the mind perceive continue to delude themselves.. bud i am nt saein that everyone is like that. thats y mani choose to believe in themselves.. do ppl realli experience stuff or do they juz fake it out themselve or sumtin? or mayb it is juz sum self deceivin methd which is used to ensure that after they die they have a place to go to and not juz die..imortality of the soul? might all this arise because ppl are afraid of death so they tend to find ways to tell themselves tat their body might die but their souls are not..it is kinda complicated..so again i wish tat i had not grew up and i still have the 5 yr old brain who believe because their heart tells them to..i was once like tat when i was young ok not onli me bud everyone.. livin a happi life with no worries.. but as we grow, our thirst fer knowledge grow.. and as we venture in darker realms.. we might end up lost.. ppl try to influence u by showin u the light and u kinda get uncertain of whether u truely believe or isit because of peer pressure or ppl juz meddling with ur emotions..haha thats y ppl sae ignorant is a bliss and i truely wish fer tat now..sumtin strange though whenever my mind is goin into deeper thoughts about the spiritual stuff.. i can feel the power drwin me back.. preventin me from explorin the forbidden.. and afte i am drawn back, no matter how hard i try to set myself in tat type of thoughts again.. the thoughts juz cant come back.. so strange it is juz like sumbodi is preventin me fr gainin access.. weird though believe it or not.. bud wadeva lar..h0w i wish i nv had questioned so much and live in a small well leh haha and live happily eva after on my own.. selfish it may seem.. eveil it might seem.. bud isn it kinda beta than bein fake? diao i noe no link.. bud ya since i am into it alreadi.. i will cont. my journey to search fer the truth.. mayb sumone out their might juz let me experience sumtin and convince me?? wadeva lar i oso dunnoe wad i tokin.. pardon my english since i am a long term occupant in the gp failin sector?!
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
okay tmr is sundae. lets just hope it wun rain tmr so at least everybodi will feel more happi..as usual wasted the whole sat. woke up at one.. sian.. eh no actualli at 11 to watch pokemon then oso dunnoe y juz fell asleep again.. did half of a tutorial then went tuition..sian so sian.. o ya last fridae went to kbox with some classmates.. hehe daen are u lookin forward to wad i wanna sae abt again? eh actualli nt much lar except fer the part u take out ur shoe put on table..kapo microphone so long(quoted fr mong).. keep dedicati unknown songs to urself.. keep scolin vulgarities.. keep goin v high pitch..keep.. oops shldn sae animore.. lame..haha.. it was kinda expensive.. 2hrs 4 20dollar and i onli had 14 so had to borrow moni fr richie ladi qiqian.. aniwae thx qiqian 4 lendin me the moni.. actualli tat session oso nt v shuang nehx coz it was kinda late then brain nt workin v well. so v little laughter.. hmm hehe..hmm aniwae sumone just told me sumtin.. the person sae dreamnt of me gettin killed sia.. and summore is get killed by sumone i noe and least unexpected.. hmm dunnoe might come true or nt leh.. bud its kinda ok.. coz if realli i die at this person's hand i oso wun mind de..haha bud i think wun come true de lar hor.. oya speakin abt dreamz. i also had a v bad dream on fri morn.. bad as in nt scary but is sumtin tat which i pray v hard nt fer it to happen happened.. sumore let me c wit my own eyes.. i was so mad tat mornin lor.. tat i kept hittin the walls of my house wit my fist.. then in school oso giv tat bin chao chao face.. sian.. shld learn to control my emotions more lol..haha dunnoe will these dreamz come thru or nt.. mayb shld borrow the dream interpretation book fr hf and interpret some dreamz haha.. yawns tired is the word.. hope tat tmr wun rain sia...
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
todae was half dae as the hci track swept all the team trophies i tink.. i nt sure coz i wasn at the assembly.. as usual was late.. late 3 times this week le and think might kena cs.. dotz..half dae so v song coz get to skip 4 periods of math tutorial and it also meant that there wun b much hmk 4 the weekends.. yay..dumb.. yesh this sun most prob wil have soccer.. Yay.. tats sumtin to look forward to haha.. o ya todae at school damn kaope weijie lol.. paiseh arh haha.. hmm todae oso got back the chemistry paper.. disappointin though but as they alwaes sae ITS OK lar.. hmm this time i think when the results are send to m house. i cmf get scoldin de haha cham.. o ya went to watch pirates on wed at the cathay.. kinda pang se minghui but i think he wun mind lar.. since if we were to go onli both of us so it would b kinda gay.. yup the cathay is v big and the movie was broadcasted in their biggest theatre.. the grand cathay they call it.. i wanted cine at first coz the seat there is most spacious and comfy but since nv go cathay b4 so juz try lor.. hmm and to my disppointment the seats weren spacious enuff.. i didn noe where to put my hand.. it was kinda squeezy fer me.. or ya can sae mayb i am 2 fat lar hah.. aiya bud it was the shoulders lar.. v uncomfortable.. aiya nvm.. the theatre was damn big and grand.. hmm abt the movie.. it was v nice.. ok it is v subjective.. the onli thing i dun like it how they change the scenes..it kinda too abrupt..haha aniwae i tot david jones was damn cool esp the part whereby he played the piano.. haha.. jack was as gay as eva lol so it just adds to the humour.. damn farnie and nice.. realli cant wait fer the sequel.. will insist on waitin fer the movie coz i detest books.puke..aniwae i dunch even noe whther there is a book on it not lol..lol its nice though.. a nice and simple movie fer a dummy like me with ave expectation nehx.. lol sumtimes its still good to think simple and leave simple.. dun hav to b so self concious which alwaes lead to erm mayb fake personality.. jus a random remark lar.. coz this is what i learn fr my gp tution todae..gd dae.. aniwae haha i won hf in chess todae hehe.. i tot i was losin at first but luck is stil wit me..yep.. eyes abt to close liao.. zzz
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
its abt 1am in the mornin now and i haf nth to do so i decde to write sumtin.. hmm oso nt v sure wad to write..it kinda gets borin after awhile.. mayb tat explains y youjin they all are postin less nowadays..in addtion wc is over so there isn ani much to tok abt it animore.. o ya.. todae i tried a new mmorpg game with yj.. actualli i started ytd since i downloaded it faster than him;p.. bud ya the dumb me didn noe how to plae despite goin thru all those tutorials.. so i had to wait fer yj to teach me todae.. and after i got back fr tuition he was alreadi lvl 24.. haha guess he pick things up faster than me.. this game is kinda of lyke pokemon where u get to catch ur own pet.. breed them, grow them and use them to battle other monsters..lame i noe bud no choice.. coz i nth to plae now as my mum has realli took away the tft cd and after telling her i will b passin it to my fren she returned and i passed it to my fren so the cd is nt with me now.. life without dota is kinda borin lol.. everydae juz study slp study slp..zzz sian.. bud i noe it is fer my own good.. i noe i noe.. hai now even when my fren call me to plae i oso carn plae so sad.. miss the daes of pawnin and gettin pawn haha.. oh well at least i still get to go to lan shop sumtimes..aiya to help cure my sickness let mi tok sum dota here lar.. my fav dota hero now is ogre magi and crystal maiden.. both of them are support heroes so carn realli go fer glory with them except fer orgre magi at late game.. i lurve ogre magi's final which is multi cast.. multi cast is a passive skill which gives u chance to cast mani of tat spell at one time when u cast a spell.. the probabilty increases as the lvl of that skill increases and the no. of times oso increases.. and with agahnim scpter.. it allows 30 percent chance to cast 5 times which is damn cool.. which means if u multi cast with firebolt u get to deal a hefty 1500 dmg.. haha so ya this hero realli depends on luck so tats y i lyke it.. firebolt also lets u stun ppl.. his ignite which sets an area on fire helps deal dmg and slow.. thus these spells make him a great support hero haha.. o ya his growl is cool too.. he makes the burp sound which i used it to irritat yj at our last gamin session harxharx.. dota fer me now is nt abt winnin is abt guai lannin ppl lolx.. and ya nxt let me tok abt crystal maiden.. she is a good support hero and sumtimes a killer with a correct built coz she has frozebite.. this spell is cool coz it not onli deals dmg bud also causes oppenent to b frozen solid fer 3 s.. so within this 3 s.. ur teammates can kill him or if u have enuff dmg u can kill urself.. yups so she is cool.. the pleaure comes fr when u c u ur oppenent bein frozen solid and at ur mercy.. lol oops so sadist.. haha wadeva.. ya tat will b all.. cured abit of the dota cravin in me hahaz.. k go n slp liao lerx
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
I knoe this is kinda long.. its abt zidane headbuttin incident..
Franz Beckenbauer, the World Cup chief organiser, was convinced that Materazzi must have insulted Zidane to cause him to react in such a manner.
"Something must have been said to Zidane. He is actually a reserved and inoffensive person," Beckenbauer said.
David Trezeguet, who missed the decisive penalty, said Zidane could only be provoked by unspeakable rudeness."He can leave with his head held high. The other one (Materazzi), even if he has won the Cup, cannot. Because there is more to life than soccer," he said.
"It is really bizarre that he has to finish his career this way," Italy coach Marcello Lippi said.
Man-of-the-match Andrea Pirlo said it was totally out of character with Zidane's image.
"It was an instinctive thing. Perhaps he was nervous or tired. But he remains a great champion despite," Pirlo said. [ arggh shut the crap]
As reported in Tuesday’s Gazzetta dello Sport, Italian soccer star Marco Materazzi acknowledged that he insulted Zinedine Zidane during the World Cup final.
"I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned round and spoke to me, sneering," Materazzi told the newspaper. "He looked me up and down arrogantly and said, ‘If you really want my shirt, I’ll give it to you afterwards.’" Although Materazzi did not elaborate on what he had said to Zidane, he did explain that "it was one of those insults you’re told tens of times and that always fly around the pitch." [ so? does this means racial remarks can b made?]
the Italian defender called Zidane "the sone of a terrorist whore" on the pitch. An anti-racism group based in Paris had issued a statement Monday saying that Materazzi called Zidane "a dirty terrorist"
For instance, my European friends tell me that a respected professional lip reader was retained to analyze the World Cup Final Game on videotape. Unsurprisingly, the lip reader discovered that Marco Materazzi had intentionally provoked Zinedine Zidane on the field by calling his sister a "prostitute," and him a "terrorist." Furthermore, Materazzi knew that Zidane is ethnically Algerian. In the context of Zidane's North African racial heritage, Materazzi's insults took on the additional dimension of extremely provocative racist slurs, which explains why Zidane suddenly snapped.
There is one more fact that points to mitigating circumstances. Materazzi almost certainly stooped to the gutter level of hurling racist insults in order to provoke Zidane, thus hoping to get France's best player ejected from the game. Of course, the World Cup not only officially condemns racism but also regards any unsportsmanlike utterance of a racist slur during a game as a very serious offense. The Italian team should not have been rewarded for this ugly winning-through-racism tactic.
DESPICAL I MUST SAE.. what glory is there.. france shld have won and italy disqualified.. damn their future world cups.. shame on them.. okay!!! at least this is directed to materazzi... yup the above is just my personal comment.. might bias though if u wish to c it based on the fact tat i am a french supporter.. wadeva lar hehe
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Monday, July 10, 2006
yeps the cup is over.. the prvious post was of courtesy of some siao gin na and their pet dog.. and o ya the tags too.. juz ignore the stupid crap and ya i dunch noe how to delete it.. eh youjin erh hemm.. lol.. ya todae in school everybodi was sleepy.. ppl came late.. ppl pon class to sleep.. ppl sleep durin lesson and so on.. actualli i wanted to come late fer school todae de bud moi frens woke me up as they woke up.. sian... plus it was rainin in the mornin.. wad a nice weather to laze on the bed.. i kinda regretted not doin so after i c how mr tan our fm teacher taught in lecture todae.. he was crappin away to such an extent even zhao wei wasn listenin and everybodi is doin their mech tutorials.. and me? still nid to sae? of course slpin lar.. then after tat it was physic.. i go in and catwalk catwalk a while let mr tan c my ugly face then notice half of the class not inside then i left.. ya nobosi wanted to attend mr tan lecture.. fer me i am juz too tired.. i dunch have anitin against him and i feel sumtimes he v kelian as i feel tat teachers are kinda noble and shld b given respect (okay tats juz moi opinion). ok so we went out to eat durin physic.. then come back fer chemistry.. got back chem mcq then we went lab.. after doin the first experiment then i fell asleep and followed by my fellow dream mate, daen, who went to visit the sand man with me.. i even had the acknowledgement of him coz i got a big red chop on my forehead from him.. heheheeh.. even ching c liao oso scared kay dun plae plae.. lameshit.. wadeva.. ya so then after school.. me and mh went to eat as usual then aft tat went to plae soccer with juniors and then teni.. whoop.. come home slp like pig then shld be doin my gp now instead bloggin waste time.. so f up.. and its onli 1 and half more months to prelims.. ladies and gentleman start ur engines x$.. WADEVA
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
todae we haf frens over at my hse. 1 fren.. ohh nt fren.. pet dog pt too much wine in his dish.. while watchin a porn muvie.. he saw qiqi n puke on himself.. shit..
we are cheerin for frataly todae.. our dog is still sufferin.. dunno how he go sch.. his name is not leong kin hong.. he is not in acjc.. he is slpin wif me now.. he is 1 sexy dog.. lik me..
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Friday, July 07, 2006
ok the siao kias realli went to plae lan again todae.. luckily the person at the counter changes everydae orelse v paiseh sia... i was usin bristleback todae who gave out the loud oink oink sound which i kept usin it to irritate jason.. lol cool ok.. aniwae finally under my 'guidance' jason finally owned todae.. then everyone was v the shock lol.. k stop tok dot.. after lan went to shop..then after shop went to plae bball.. actualli durin shoppin i alread had a headache.. sigh.. bud juz held on to it.. we were walkin walkin walkin.. leg pain plus headache.. sumomre so crowded plus sun so big.. abt my bball session.. amazin shootin skills came back was shootin lyke 9 out of 10 in's.. v song haha.. o ya muz thx wj todae fer helpin me to analyse the basic struture of a essay.. thx man lol.. aniwae todae durin gp everyone was so enthu abt goin out aft the lesson lol.. in the end they use last period to plan lol damn farnie.. but i tot it was cool to c a class kinda nicely bondin together.. great haha.. kinda c the trend fer the classes i have been in.. first yr alwaez lyke strangers.. second yr.. we become a class..
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
who is the man?
christiano ronaldo.
who is the villian chritiano ronaldo.
kinda stupid huh. if he could have shut off all his crap and nonsensical acts.. ppl would have concentrated on his skills and grace while he is on the field instead.. his dribblin skills are superb or shld i sae totally awesome but so is his play acting and add fannin the fire skills.. ok brushin aside his character, i tink he is a totally awesome player.. he has the speed and ball control tat every footballer yearn 4 man.. he can dribble fast and yet keep the ball within his own permise.. and his stepovers are fast though most of the time useless.. but the thing is it is fast.. fast therefore people are scared.. ok to make things short he is a truely agile player ? fer both the engrand and les blues match, he performed well interms of his skills.. i personally tot he was the thorn to his oppenents in . and yes he did make a BIG difference in EVery aspect.. totally awesome i tink his skills.. if i had his skills then how good would it b man lol.. kk nobody understand wad i tokin.. todae ner went to plae lan again with my class.. i tink they totally mad de plaed ytd then todae oso plae lol... are they addicted? even drag me to plae.. haiyo.. i onli went coz kenneth and zhaowei decided to sponser one quater of the moni i have to pay lol..yup so again we went there to dota.. we plaed one game of dota which i fatalled err half way so i nv get to complete the game.. and snce the onli two person who are familiar with the game are on the other side,, my team got owned.. eh dun get me wrong. nt tat power.. mayb even with me we will still get owned lol.. nvm so aft i got fatalled error.. i went to plae online.. which after a while i quit coz i help ppl kill then they keep scoldin me ksksksksk.. aniwae ks is call KIO SAI (hokkien) or KILL STEAL ( fer the angmohs) fer those who still dunnoe.. aniwae i still donmt noe y they like dota.. is lyke they still dun realli noe how to plae then they keep getting killed then i c them plae oso v xin ku and ke lian (esp jason).. hai i dunnoe lar.. then after tat we went to plae cs which everyone was beta aamd much beta lol.. as usual yj was anihow sprayin.. jason was campin often.. qiqian was lyke eh i oso dunnoe lol.. daen was as gung hoe as eva.. kenneth was pro.. zhao wei was pro.. and me? i was desperately buyin bombs and tryin to throw them but in the end they alwaes bounce back and kill me dot dot dot.. lol aniwae it was fun plaein lan with 05s34 lol.. i think those siao kia goin plae again tmr lol.. hehe k lar end here... ANIWAE MUZ SAE BIG THANK U TO YOUJIN HERE FER HELPIN ME CHANGE THE ZIRUI TO BIGGER FON>> AND TAT ONLI EARNS U A THANK U>> IT DOESN GIVE U THE PREVILAGE OF KILLING MY CHICKEN LOL ;p
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Note: *if u cant stand singlish or wad so eva u can dont read this coz it is written by a person with lousy english*
todae iss officially the last day of exam and most of us went out to plae to destress abit.. todae's paper was ok bud not enuff time.. onli complete 4 out of the 5 qns.. guess spent too much time on the first qns and i have feelin tat the part on moments will b wrong.. diao aft spendin so much time.. oh well.. i am bloggin now coz i m kinda sick of doin other stuff so ya.. wanted to slp aft i reach home but aft i bathe suddenly i feel awake again.. i tink i wun b slpin tonite le lar.. will juz wait till 3 then after tat nct nmorn juz go school.. sick.. speakin bt todae.. it was kinda of an eventful dae.. oooo so angmoh.. ya so aft the paper we went to plae soccer at the field actualli wanted to plae at the court the bud the rest didn want to plae with strangers lol as mh termed it.. hehe so we went under the hot sun and plaed at the field.. it was damn tirin and the damn shoes is hurtin my leg real bad.. hai.. dunnoe whther will wear it this sundae fer soccer again nt.. this shoe is nice loonkin but not nice to wear, prodce good crosses but little control.. wadeva... so after soccer we took a break and then the rest joined us fer lunjch at cafe cartel.. we waited damn freakin long fer the food to b served.. ohwell but it was ok coz we had lots to comment abt the world cup.. we were laffin at the referees, the plyers and i oso dunnoe lar.. so then we ate the food and thereafter went to catch superman.. i personally felt it was nice though the rest felt it was ok onli.. actualli i found it quite touchin bud ya so gay.. nvm.. then after tat as usual the rest were tokin abt how impossible the movie was haha.. hmm yup so it was a nice movie to me afterall.. then after tat we went to plae pool.. zhao wei helped us brin clothes so realli appreciate though it was kinda small and mh was complainin tat he feel as though he is naked haha.. ya so we went kpool.. we were supose to meet wj there and ya we did meet him there bud he didn came over to plae with us.. he was plaein with two gals lol and daen was lyke woooo.. yalar so as usaul plaed a few games of sucky pool.. i was the sucky one btw.. then durin the games minghui was lyke tokin abt the ppl beside our table( dont mind i sae).. there was a gal and a another uncategorized person plaein nxt to us.. uncatergorized cos we dont noe is a he or she or a butch..so at first sight mh tot it is a he.. then he was lyke saein y is the world so unfair.. y do not so good lookin guyz alwaes have nice lookin galfriens.. haha.. then i told him that person should b a butch bah.. ya so wun feel so bad..dotz.. ya then after pool we went to eat dinner.. the undecisive us went ard searchin fer eatin places.. first we cam to crystal jade but there was a long queue so ya we went to the jap res at wisma and yet again nid to queue.. then we decided to check out some chin restaurant and ya u shld noe.. so in the end we had to settle fer food republic which zhaowei didn quite want coz he didn want to eat at food court.. yup so we ate then we left.. and here i am now.. ya tats all fer tat tat happen todae.. yj u shld have came.. dont u feel bored.. unless oops... dots wadeva.... aniwae pardon my lousy english pls coz i kinda lazi
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
it was kinda sad to c england go actualli it was v sad.. sobz
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