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Monday, August 28, 2006
tmr is gp. abt 1 plus week to prelims( the main subjects of course)..abt 2 more months to a level. i am scared. how i wish time can realli fly now. coz i reali look fooooorrrrward to after the a lvls. noe shldn b tokin this now. still long way. bud serious aft the a's there is so much activities line up summore can dunnid touch books fer 2 yrs.. argggh bud still have to wait.. must cont to study.. after the struggle to tide past the past two days which were filled with nothing but studying, i doubt that i can presevere for so long.. oh well just have to take a step at a time.. if i can study for one day then let it be and rejoice but if i cant then i will promise myself to try to cover myself with books the very next day.. shit my writing seems abit rusty because i cant seem to express myself well here.. i dont mean superbly well but at least the average standard coz since when was my english ever good.. haha mayb i am doomed for tmr's gp. becoz seriously i haven been touching english related stuff recently except during gp class which i also seldom speak up. plus i have been like an auntie for the past few weeks- chasing homemade chinese serials.. oh well lets hope that things will turn out well tmr but it seems highly impossible coz as they always say u will only sow what you reap.. jialat haha.. bud since i dont beleve in studyin for gp, the least i can do is to at least finish reading todays eng newspaper and then bury myself in my comfy bed and pray><
arggh why cant time fly when i want it to? ok about my preparations for the prelim.. last blocks i adopted the strategy of studying with the a's as my ultimate goal, it did make me feel more positive but it didn seem to work in terms of the increasin the rate.. coz with that mindset it juz make me want to slack even more as a's still seem so damn far awayyyyyyy.. u hear the echo? so this time i decided to change it.. that is to prepare for prelims and shun bian a level and nt the other way round.. really hope that it will work.. fer all the stressed out ppl out there.. no pressures k.. coz its juz the PRELIM man.. make minor mistake? nv get A? its ok lar.. juz doin ur freakin best and learn fr ya mistakes after the prelims.. hehe yup thats at least what is in my mind now..
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Monday, August 21, 2006
Two Views of How We Got Here
The Creation Account or The Theory of Evolution
Which side are you on?
Zirui say bye at 7:46 PM.
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lessons of life up to this moment
1.do not get in to unknown realms when u're still unprepared
2.never cross the line that seperates emotion and work
3.relationship can be built on two type of basis- sex or love..nv get into one if it is built upon the first!
4.always know what you want
5.do not run away
6.dont be stupid
7. principal of equivalent trade
8. nobodi is ugly co'z beauty juz lies in the eyes of the beholder
9. life is good
Zirui say bye at 7:36 PM.
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Monday, August 14, 2006
wad should i sae. 2 more weeks to prelim. excitin huh.i am scared real scared.bet the same applies to lots of ppl ard who hasn been doin realli well fer the past 2 yrs. time flies huh bud wad i can i sae? pull up ur socks.diao.. o ya ytd nite was chattin up with a fren. ok she is in the same situation as me except she takin o lvl.. and i kinda feel inspired and motivated by her..mayb tats how things work in the world.. u try to help someone(giving) and u will get back something of equivalent value.. omg this cool.. bud realli i c how she is goin i realli felt she was a v determined peron..she nv gave up though and i realli admire her fer tat..though i noe i cant b as strong as her. bud i will alwaes remind myself tat why she has the will to do it and why i cant...aniwae went to watch the fireworks display last fri. actualli didn want to go and i had alreadi rejected weijie or did i juz reject my own idea? aniwae bud in the end still went with other fren coz i was dragged.o well nvm i was glad i went haha aft saein so much.the display was awesome.nvm i am more interested in tokin abt the squeezin part.ok it was totally crowded.everywhere was ppl..the bridge there was conjested.and someone made a stupid comment and so we end up tryin to squeeze to the middle of the bridge. hmm i think tat person was mi.squeeze squeez squeeze.as usual revealed alot of singaporean trait.. there was this uncle who was expecially rude.if there aint so much ppl i would have alreadi given him the SIGN.oh well.ok i made some pretty lame comments while i was bein squeezed and squeezin.and as usual i molested ppl and ppl molested me.the scenes of brokeback mountain keep on stagin itself over and over again. eh of course got the normal wan lar. huh ok lor i noe u dunch noe wad mi tokin abt.wadeva lar.ok we squuezed fer 1hr. and juz nice we reach the middle omg juz in time.. we were damn lucky. and we had the best spot. oh yeah. i even filmed down the whole thing. it was damn spectacular. seriously i tot yj shld have went with wj they all coz the atmosphere and the majesty of the display is totally awesome there. since yj momentary dream now is to be a pyrotechnician.hmm ya after the 15mins display which i felt was damn worth the time and effort. the trip home was uncomfortable coz alot of ppl bud nvm lar haha.. oh ya tat dae oso gotta try the kong ba pau from the singapore unique kong ba pau outlet haha. reaaly wanted to try. went fer the cheese chicken pau. omg it sucks.eh juz dun buy tat. i m nt sure abt the other type but i will still try them out nxt time i go.. hmm since so long nv blog liao will wtrite longer.. wanna tok abt the church service on sun. ok i drag yj there. bud i tot tat service was damn cool. coz there was this planet shaker church ban fr australia leadin the songs of praise. though i didn get to go fer their concert which i kinda wanted to butdidn. i still gotta experience their anointin and stuff.. and it was damn cool. the best thing is my fren from chc oso agreed haah.. yeah.. ok v loso v naggy i will end here..><
Zirui say bye at 8:40 AM.
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
the torment have been ended.life is so tough.tats wad my mum lamented todae.u c ppl die u c ppl go.bud the principal of equivalent trade still holds.at times of pleasure and happiness, who would tink of the bad things tat will happen in life? things happen in a fair way.in some parts of ur life u gain happiness bud life cannot juz b filled with happiness orelse wad would b the meanin of happiness.therefore we alwaes have to face difficulties and moments of sombre.in the end the debt u owe to mother happiness will b once and fer all repaid by death.if there is some dividen. u can die a happy death.however if she thinks u owe too much then extra sorrow will be added to it.as i said it is fair.u lose sumtin u gain sumtin.pain is sumtin ineveitable coz without pain we wouldn feel the joy.kinda stupid i noe coz when i type until here i oso dunnoe wad i tokin liao.bud tats juz wad came to my mind.sumtimes when u look back into the past u find the things realli stupid and unbelievable.o well i think humans are like tat.so the qns is shld we b so rash and come to regret but in the end feel comforted coz at least u experienced it or should u plan and plan and plan. consider and consider and consider. weigh and weigh and weigh? the way i write make the first one seems correct. but the problem is u will regret.the problem with the second one is it is too much of a hassle.muz well dun live. come to think of it i did mani unbelievable stuff in the past 17 yrs of my life. i feel so stupid and blinded. mayb i m realli blind? bud fr now onwards i will open my eyes big big and noe wad i want. regardless lar still have to move on. tmr nerX is national dae.. hapi birddae singapore. 41st birddae.. still young haha^^ bein able to breath again is sumthin v gd. singapore doesn owe anibodi anitin neither do i.
Zirui say bye at 8:06 AM.
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
yep.. new blogskin.. credits go to youjin fer doin the html fer me.. coz i am a html noob so bobian sia haha.. okiez i finall caught up with yj and finish the Full metal alchemist anime liao.. fer those who have nt watch pls go watch it is super nice and touchin.. totally awesome.. can juz go utube and watch.. totally cool the way the plot unfolds plus the display of alchemy.. ichiban da nehz.. ok left abt 4 more weeks to prelims i think and i am still happily draggin time.. onli manage to finish th chi square test tutorial durin the weekends arggghhh.. ok i am a slacker.. tis mornin went fer soccer as usual and didn go church.. have decided to juz go on alternate weeks since a levels are comin and parents are getiin kinda suspicious haha.. ok this mornin sun was super hot.. but since i saw a chiobu when i makin my way to ngee ann poly.. it made me even hotter oops haha.. kinda on fire after weeks of adoptin ronaldo style.. ran alot..todae our keeper kinda siao.. my team made alot of defence errors as usual.. in the end the keeper had to slide here slide there to save the balls..until his legs were bleedin since the ground he was standin on was barren.. alot of sand..bud i oso kinda cant help coz if i run up run down i noe i cmf wun lastlong.. kinda piss of with those adult players todae.. they noe they cant possibly run pass young opponents yet they keep tryin use their speed.. sian.. then ask them pass they oso refuse to.. i was showin sighns of bushuangness liao. i think they got it but didn care.. wth.. aniwae i didn explode muxh since i promise myself to make plaein soccer a more fun thing from now onwards.. haha.. ok i kinda oso failed todae.. nv did score.. quite a few chances.. the closest i got was the woodwork.. sian jibua.. if tat ball was to go in it would b a spectac lar.. diao since it was a through pass.. oh well nvm..sian lar.. body clock kinda screwed.. wanted to slp at nine but still cant fall asleep at ten so in the end come on line.. nvm i will try again in a few moments time... ARGGGhhh.. wadeva.. once again thanku you yj..
Zirui say bye at 8:45 AM.
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
kinda crappy dae..shldn have went fer pe this mornin.. feelin all grumpy and wad so eva..coz ytd nite slept at 3 sian..plus todae keep on getin knock down by ppl then oso kena abrasion hai..then after pe started to study fer the physic test later.. is either i am cock or i am cock at pressin calculator.. all my mthd seems correct by the ans sumhow i think wrong sia.. hai waste my effort of studyin fer it.. o well nvm.. okie 2 more weeks to gp prelims.. will everything be over at the snap of a finger? i hope to leave this school soon..then will go into army..arh wadeva.. i juz dun wanna attend this school animore.. muz get it over quikly.. realli hope time will.. comin to school has been a torture,, realli a torture.. quite a lot of ppl had started revision alreadi and i guess it is time fer me to start soon ><..grrr.. blink blink..
f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck u f*ck.. tmd fck u dob.. kaninabuchaochibyebopebobubochibye.. tmd fck u 2 ass.. juz read between the lines...nNn
dun mind me gettin so vulgar i juz wanna fa xie yi xia.. coz its so fucked up.. btw do they catch ppl fer psotin vulgarities online? i hope they dunch coz i dunnoe..
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